intrest.

So here I go. It's a Saturday night and I'm sitting infront of my computer reading fuck my life trying to find happyness in this while my life is a mess. Great. Everything just simply crashed in my life without any warning, I mean there could have been a sign saying - you shouldnt do that- or something. I was fine with everything but then I realised that my life is getting kind of dull because everyday was the same. Not in the wrong way because I did have everything that I wanted, almost everything, but I wanted exitement and stuff.. you know when you get too bored of a normal life and you want a snap. The thing is that its not that easy at all.. I have been thinking of this for about a week now but its just not coming to me. life sucks. I need something intresting to happen.