Sooo haven't writte for a while. My life is probably the same since... last year.. which is kind of.. lame I guess. Theres the guy I like..lets call him 'xy' and he just keeps on doing double-meaning things. Like one of my friends asked him who he liked ( its was only the three of us there- me, my friend and xy) and he kept on staring at me and then my friend just asked " oh, I see you like her" then he went " NOOO, no I don't. I mean she is pretty and everything but NO" which made me rethink things and yeah.. JERK. But then I thought about it again and I imagined myself in his situation, and I wouldn't have gone " oh yeah I like her" probably would've done the same thing. But thats me. urgh life irritates me. never mind only 2 yrs to survive. almost 2012...