Sooo haven't writte for a while. My life is probably the same since... last year.. which is kind of.. lame I guess. Theres the guy I like..lets call him 'xy' and he just keeps on doing double-meaning things. Like one of my friends asked him who he liked ( its was only the three of us there- me, my friend and xy) and he kept on staring at me and then my friend just asked " oh, I see you like her" then he went " NOOO, no I don't. I mean she is pretty and everything but NO" which made me rethink things and yeah.. JERK. But then I thought about it again and I imagined myself in his situation, and I wouldn't have gone " oh yeah I like her" probably would've done the same thing. But thats me. urgh life irritates me. never mind only 2 yrs to survive. almost 2012...

Saturday night.

Okay so me and sum of my friends went out to a park and were drinking and everything. it was fun. i was hugged 12tomes and winked at 2 times. I didnt drink a lot. The boys were the ones that drunk a lot. Before we went there I was walking with one of my friends and this groupe of year 40 men said that one of them is getting married in a week and that he has to do the stuff that i written on the piece of paper they have so we had to sign with ass. But it was okay cuz we got a bottle of sampagne for signing it :) and he bought us icecream because we made his make-up. So it was kind of a fun day yesterday. Todays mother day. I was eating all day long.. ugh

intrest.

So here I go. It's a Saturday night and I'm sitting infront of my computer reading fuck my life trying to find happyness in this while my life is a mess. Great. Everything just simply crashed in my life without any warning, I mean there could have been a sign saying - you shouldnt do that- or something. I was fine with everything but then I realised that my life is getting kind of dull because everyday was the same. Not in the wrong way because I did have everything that I wanted, almost everything, but I wanted exitement and stuff.. you know when you get too bored of a normal life and you want a snap. The thing is that its not that easy at all.. I have been thinking of this for about a week now but its just not coming to me. life sucks. I need something intresting to happen.